Sunday, March 4, 2007

Arbit

I always think of a thing that comes to an end and I start estimating the time it has got to reach it's end. Can u believe me? I dont know what i am talking about and what i will be talkiing about.The world i see remains to me as i see it. i see the foggy morning.the wintry eyes. the scintilating smoke.the hazzy cloud.the blazening heat.the churning mirror...
can u believe me..
I know not what to do or write..i knnow not what not to write or where to stop writting..is it the foggy morning that blinds my vision...i dont know...but do i really care to know..i think if i would care to know then i must have known..but does it really matter..My belongings abandon me..am i a god abandoned by Nietsche..i know not what the wintry eyes reveal...do they talk like a purseless wanderer or like a toothless gum chewer..To me sometimes they behave like a blazening summer..

Am i thinking hard what to write or trying to kill my boredom with filthy words...words sometimes hurt more than wounds...but JK Rowling has wands that can heal those wounds....by the way do wizards exist.......if they exist then what is existence..m i boring u with my 'whats'....see if u really know about the existence of wizards then please tell me...or should i give my phone no. so that u can call me whenever u find the answer..
answer me if u can know the existence of anything..say wizards or...say u..
do u exist....if someday u happen to read this..again this 'u' refers to him/those who may read this..sorry i forgot about the other sex..
sex is something i have not discovered..discovery channel is good...good is a relative term...terms are self-definitive and deceptive....An act of excuse comes through deception...excuses are made in heaven by gods..they give excuses to the liiving world by saying god loves u.......do u love anyone...or is it that u do not consider the existence of anybody except you...
We consider thing in a probabilistic way..when we do not know exactly..we suppose things..consider things..
things come to the topic recursively..As they r things that you dont kno..they come to you more often to let u realise the power of unknown..
power is a turn-on to many ppl...do i love to be powerful..have i got real balls to collect the guts of being a powerful man..
man is a very rare species..it exists it lives it dies n flourishes again...
do u kno the present population of the world..man...beware of it...man ..it will kill u..
Am i afraid of death..death is the farewell kiss the world renders to man...farewell parties are very good..with nice food..nostalgic chats and ya...good drinks..
Liquor is addictive...addiction comes from contamination...yup..contamination..u see ppl doing things ..u see ppl doing the same thing again...u start doing things...n u end up doing the same things again....see...this is contamination..
enough of writting ....boring..
wanna get rid of it...
can i get rid of all the things..or
can u..?

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

the author here brings out many ideas and explores many a mystic caves lying in the far away land of his inner self...these are simply raw observations, free of all adutration....he has explored the idea that making choices are arbitrary in nature.this implies the fact that the worth of the choice only turns up when it is already made....i also find a glimplse at subjective morality here (which i am not sure whether the author has intended in the conscious or even the sub-conscious....)

All in all, the article gives me an idea that existencialism arises through the natural process of looking into one's own self....

If the comment arises from my very immpressionable(impressed upon by both sartre and author) and prejudiced mind then forgive me, as always....

Anonymous said...

As for the wizards, well don't you feel the world we live is any less majical then that of harry potter.....are'nt we, in someway, like those wizards mastering our own wizardry....

i request the author to keep mastering, and coming up with these spells....

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bharath said...

baapre yahaa pe hoohaa esoteric log aake hagg rahe hai :P

waise your post is interesting and seems spontaneous.. seems like you have written down a chain of thoughts(that basically take you nowhere :P) anyway so is the case with most of us.

aur saale daru is NOT contamination.

parasite said...

The article is 'arbit' as the title of it suggests. I did not know the use of backspace then, so sorry for all tha grammatical errors. Basically it was written to kill the boredom.......But now, it seems to find a larger audience for itself.

@ Sarosh, Thanks for your nice analysis of arbit things. I thought of nothing while writting and you gave meaning to it. I really have no idea abou t my subconscious then .. :)
Sartre created a greater impression in both of us. :)

@Bharat, thanks for your appreciations.. :D
I dont know whether liquor is addictive or addiction is contamination....but at the time of writting, I did believe so.
Please excuse me if I am wrong.

Siddhartha said...

natural flow of thoughts ...in one way the author has reproduced the arbitrary turns ideas thake in the mind thus justifying his blog name! .....and i agree with sarosh that existensialism is a produst of giving priority to natural process in comparision to pre existing order...
as for the question of getting rid of these ideas,i bet neither the author nor me has any idea of how to achieve this feat..aneways nice reading mundu..finaly the author is coming out from the thinker :)